Aquarius 1. Deciding to die, a vampire walks into the sunlight. (Omega Symbol) Manifesting/Experimental
(Degree Angel: YEZALEL (YAY-za-LEL) Heaven on Earth, Fidelity, Loyalty, and Allegiance)
TITLE: ACCESSING ONES INNER SOURCE TO RECEIVE NOURISHMENT
This degree is about the sacrificing of personal desires to a higher purpose. When a way of life has worn itself out, its time for a change. The energy of this degree is about overcoming the fear of change, and letting go of old patterns. It wants to bring whatever is hidden to light, and to find a way to fulfill true spiritual needs.
The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A two-headed calf.” We all have two selves – the conscious, objective self and the unconscious, or feeling self. Or, on an other level, (as Eckhard Tolle describes it), the true self and the pain body. This degree recognizes the divisions that exist within the self, as well as the need to acknowledge and respect all the various aspects of one’s being. Whatever parts of ourselves we reject we inevitably come into conflict with, and the only way to resolve this conflict is to reach across our inner divisions and accept every aspect of who we are.
This degree carries the message that completely opposite ideas can peacefully co-exist, and actually have the potential to enhance and clarify each other.
Pleiadian Symbol: In the desert a way station to comfort travelers.
Azoth Symbol: Little scavengers seeking morsels.
Seed degree: Aries 11.A hospital for birds. (Omega Symbol). The healing of our hopes allows us to expose all inner shadows to the spiritual light.
Sunlight illuminating dust in the air. (Chandra Symbol). Perceiving the complexity and uncertainty of the physical world gives us a basis for perceiving dualities and dichotomies at work everywhere.
Fulfillment degree: Aries 26. A man sitting at the bottom of a crater. (Omega Symbol). Clearing inner darkness we then become able to be focused and receptive.
The man in the moon smiling. (Chandra Symbol). Completely accepting the dualistic nature of our existence brings peace and fulfillment to our emotional self.
Fletanus Orar is an alchemical psychologist specializing in the unique psychological problems of vampires. He has assisted countless numbers of them to cope with the boredom resulting from the ceaseless fulfillment of desires.
He has found that the most problematic aspect of desires is that they always have beneath them other and hidden desires, which in turn hide other desires. Death is a natural and wonderful form of desire reassessment, of which vampires have been deprived, for having become what they are, they find themselves lost in a sea of endless desire.
Through long and patient therapy Orar has, in most cases, been able to help his patients to delve deeply into this sea of desire in which they’ve become lost so they can eventually come to that ultimate satiation which they find has always been there ready to receive them: sunlight.
His Vampire Hospice Temple is located in the forests to the north of Peth, as is Blood Hills, the only vampire cemetery in Aab.