You are doing some heavy seeking now. You really want to see what’s going on in terms of the big picture. And what you’re seeing is a sea of desire — everyone has desires, urges, irrational yearnings. These are what’s driving all of us and you know it. These urges can cause selfishness and negativity, or they can be lifted up and spiritualized and hence used as fuel for our evolutionary growth. Keep it all as positive as possible, and try to harmonize your own desires with the desires of others. If you can do this you will be creating a very potent magic.
