Virgo 14. A collection of diamonds of many different colors. (Omega Symbol) Transforming/Responsible
(Degree Angel: PAHALIAH (pa-HA-lee-YAH) Victory Over Addictions, Redemptio
TITLE: THE REALIZATION THAT THERE ARE MANY DIFFERENT POSSIBLE TYPES OF PERFECTION or THE ABILITY TO HOLD ON TO SOMETHING WITH TREMENDOUS ENDURANCE
At your worst you have an answer for everything, and are always trying to clearly define and make complete sense out of everything. This can really inhibit flow, which is what you most need. The way for you to get into the flow is to quit concentrating on end results and objects and focus on the movement going on in the present – where the spiritual light is streaming in and constantly inspiring.
The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A long steel screw.” If, like the screw, you get into tight situations and mindsets which aren’t serving you, then you need to back out – find the steps that got you there, and reverse them. The diamonds of the Omega symbol are extremely hard, but their colors are soft. You are trying so hard to connect things and hold them together (the screw), and you need to learn softness to balance this. If you put the right things together in the right way you will have accomplished something meaningful and enduring, but when things aren’t working, or you find your efforts have been in vain or your experiments have failed, then you need to disperse the resulting darkness, and like the diamonds, let light in, light of other colors, and not just the ones your biases have chosen to paint the world with.
Pleiadian Symbol: A man writing the history of an old, illustrious family.
Azoth Symbol: Someone writes a book of imaginary future history.
Seed Degree: Virgo 12. To test her fears, a woman takes a walk alone at night in a grave yard. (Omega Symbol). Moving through our fears we gain access to all other negative emotions, for we see that they are all fear-based. Through this we embrace a whole spectrum of healing energies.
A dog sniffing at a dead animal. (Chandra Symbol). Our curiosity concerning death and the way it inevitably separates us from life causes us to look for whatever we feel will create endurance and certainty in our existence.
Fulfillment Degree: Scorpio 14. A white marble foot glows pink as it turns into flesh. (Omega Symbol). Sensing that the spiritual light light takes on a wide array of manifestations, we eventually allow it to imbue our understanding with a loving aliveness.
Women dressed in black. They are wailing and mourning. (Chandra Symbol). What we intensely and deeply hold on to eventually brings us to confront inevitable loss and the need to clear the emotion of grief which it generates.
Impurities within the diamonds – or structural imperfections – is what creates the colors, boron giving rise to blue, nitrogen to yellow, or faulty crystal lattices giving birth to red, or pink. Or sometimes color results from exposure to the radiations of uranium, as in the case of green. Hence accidents and irregularities provide a weakness, which allows the invasion of colors.
White diamonds are utterly colorless in their perfection. The rainbow, taking pity on their purity, enters to console them, dancing through.